I Have Blinded Her,Myself
Just torn between another decision.
And there is nowhere to run.
Now that I feel this way there is no turning back.
Every time I think of us, I
YELL at myself and say we are just friends.
Justice, is there no justice for me.
AAAA, I scream we are just friends, just friends.
Now, I just don't know if i can even look at her.
Every time, I hold myself back, and
YELL, NO we are just friends, but I
Just want something special so bad it hurts.
A surge of tears well up inside, forever to stay
Never to be shed. I tell myself
Every single time, It is just impossible but I
Yearn for it, and it is eating me inside out.
JUSTICE. JUSTICE, JUSTICE.
AAAA, why, why you, why me, why.
NO, I still sceam, NO just friends, you could never
Ever see me the way I want to be seen.
You just can't, because I just know it.
Junk, rubbish, trash is how I feel if I told you
A poem, but I just can
Not, see you ever being more than a friend.
End, I just want to end this feeling before the
Years of false hope hollow me